Ok, I had a whole paragraph written here about what’s on my mind. But I’ve decided it’s not important, it’s something I’m just going to have to learn to live with. Let’s just say that being loved too much is some times a curse. Everybody (parents, ex- lovers, friends, whoever) mean well but I seem to be the constant fuck up who can’t do anything right. I’m selfish and I have no answers to anything and I hurt everyone. I should come with a warning label- Beware! makes love feel like pain.
I sometimes feel like I’ve run out of room to love and I don’t want new love just because of the responsibility & obligations it brings.
Nelly Furtado’s I’m like a bird song feels so apt right now.
Oprah or Dr Phil me already. Ok, I had said never mind. So, never mind.
I treated myself to a blow dry and a manicure yesterday. I’m also hating myself for liking straight hair more but I guess it’s just because it’s a nice change. I hope I get bored of it soon.
My dresses from here arrived!
I love this dress very much- I’m surprised it’s so beautiful and fits perfect. I chose the size 3xl because I figured anything less would be tight- I usually go in between a size 12 to 16. The other dress is just as pretty, will wear it soon 🙂
Here’s a link for this dress in case you’re interested. I think their prices are decent enough- good quality too. New Look is going to be seeing less of me haha.
Hope you’re having a lovely day, mine sucked but it’s ok Florence & the machine are keeping me company:
I’ve fallen out of favor and I’ve fallen from grace
Fallen out of trees and I’ve fallen on my face
Fallen out of taxis, out of windows too
Fell in your opinion when I fell in love with you
Sometimes I wish for falling, wish for the release
Wish for falling through the air to give me some relief
Because falling’s not the problem, when I’m falling I’m at peace
It’s only when I hit the ground it causes all the grief